Jaques Derrida

I am definitely afraid to write. Not like how Derrida has flashes when he is half in and out of sleep of wether it is appropriate to criticize a certain idea or topic. My fear comes of wether I am answering the prompt correctly. If I write long enough without checking back to make sure I am answering the question correctly, my writing just goes off topic in a major way. However this is predictable because Derrida is a professional writers who has to keep a base of people in order to read his work unlike I who has to write to a prompt for class. The main difference is he can write about whatever he wants where I am stuck writing specifically to a certain topic.